melancholia

A month & 8 days with my new job and I'm already bored, lacking zest, and reminiscing the glorious IMB days. "Glorious" now that I'm not producing stories every other week for IMB...hehe. But seriously, I miss GMA --- the working environment, the show, and of course my IMB family.

Today, they're having a team building in Caliraya and I am dying with envy! I know I would be thinking about it for the whole day until tomorrow, because that's when they get home; after having a wonderful time! They would be wearing their bathing suits now, eating sumptuous food, laughing, and bonding, and...ok Pat, enough already! For now... :p (Last 2003, before I came into the show, they have just finished a team building in laguna. This year, 2005, after I left the show, they're having another one in Laguna also...huhuhu...)

I actually thought of resigning from my current job so I could go with them and attend the team building. But that would really be immature so I didn't. I have to stand by my decision and live it.

Everybody's asking if I'm happy/enjoying my job now, and I would always mouth the same reply, "No, I'm not enjoying. I'm not happy. I'm bored. I wanna go back..." But some things are stopping me from leaving Emerald Headway:

1) I just submitted my requirements (TIN, Pag-ibig) and the company's handling my application for these.
2) I'm waiting and praying that my application in another GMA department would be successful. I wouldn't want to go back to IMB, only to leave it for another position in another department, albeit in the same company. That would be disrespectful.
3) My mother. Need I say more?

If I'm really meant for IMB, then things would fall into place sooner or later. The universe would conspire to make it happen. :)